So, I have hit a breaking point today.
I have harboured all sorts of stress and strain, tried to be super-duper-woman, gotten more and more bitter, and have just been plain tired and stupid with my time.
So here I sit stretched out in bed, having left work early. About ready to conk out for a little while, if at all possible. But as I type here and reflect on the last few weeks, I see how warped I’ve let myself become. And am actually thankful for the humbling experiences of my day, and hopeful that it isn’t too late to recover from my own bad habits.
I need to find the joy again…. I know where it is found, I just don’t know why I haven’t been looking! And that’s what this blog is supposed to be about! The joy, the glory of the heart fully alive in Christ. So right now I am not fully alive… not quite dead either, but the pulse has weakened as my focus has shifted. Let us renounce the weakening pulse and spring up with renewed joy and passion for the God we serve and the life He calls us to live in order to show His Son to others. After I have my nap, that is…. This is definitely a moment for a quiet time to allow Him to renew my spirit. :) Thank God for sleep and rest.
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